Thursday, March 29, 2007
faithfully waiting
back in indo again. was quite frustrated with the internet connection here. fReAkInG sLoW!!!
if anyone wanna contact me, juz email k? haha...
Anyway, i'm here for an internship, so will be back quite soon probly. It was quite a shock on the first day, given how bl00d totally fReAkS mE OUT!!!
yeah, so on the first day i was gonna meet a doctor so i juz conveniently walked into the operation room and...
me: *hops in* morning doc!!! :D
blood: *all over the place*
intestines: *lying ominously open on the bed*
me: (omg!!!) *turns around, crawls out*
doc: !?
yeah its kinda SH0CKing to see that on the first day. but oh well, nice intro and all...
so on the first day it was cimino surgery, which is joining an artery to a vein on the hand. first they gotta anaesthesize the patient...
Doc: *pokes w scalpel*
patient: ouch
Doc: *pokes again*
patient: eow
Doc: *pokes yet again*
patient: ...
Doc: :D yay
Doc: *start slashing* lalala
Doc: Ey drew, cum'ere
Doc: see this artery?
artery: *beats*
Me: (oh fuck no!) uh humm
Doc: impressive huh
Me: yes
Me: *smiles* :)
second day i witnessed the glory of all mums: giving birth. hahah... but its not natural birth. First thing first, we have to realise that all things come in different sizes and since she is compromised, she is not that lucky after all. So... here comes the surgery XDXD its called sectio caesarean where they have to slit open the womb to extract the baby.
My initial impression of 'labour' is tense atmosphere, serious docs getting things done, and mom giving enthusiastic warcries.
But NO! MTV was playing, the surgeon was humming 'william tell overture' and 'the saints go marching in' . The mom was snoring....
no more such things as 'push, baby, puuuusH!!!' no fight, no struggle, no pain, no drama.
n when the baby slides out...
Doc: congrats darling, u are one proud mom :D
Mom: zzzzz
nurse: *picks up baby*
baby: *cries*
nurse: welcome to Earth
nurse: have fun with life
the mom missed out on her best moment of pride and glory. she will juz wake up saying "done? oh i have slimmed down, so where's my baby"
yeah and there's operation on the neck too. this one's a gore. he got hypothyroidism and they have to remove the goiter on his thyroid gland. I tot the doctor is supposed to operate with utmost precision and care, cuz human body is fragile. But no he juz dig and dig, grab, put aside, cut snip pulll den tear, sigh and say its done.
sounds extremely exaggerated haha... oops. The operation took arnd an hr or more. I cant really follow the whole process cuz its going too fast n i noobe!
now i'm still trying to fight over my fear of blood. whenever there's blood spurting i wld juz stare and smile, legs shaking.
Neck operations always have alot of blood spurts cuz its close to the heart and carotid artery has high pressure. They did cut one of the arterioles and the blood shoots out quite far before they can close it.
I died...
yeah there's more but recounting them makes me wanna hide under my blanket. But still there's interesting ones like inserting a probe into the navel (belly button) The exploration is done on the TV screen. Den juz go deeper in cuz the pasture is greener redder on the other side.
mmm enough said. shall juz post a few pics i took since the day i arrived haha... taken during my mom bday celebration...
haha... on the day i flew off, i went to east coast w zy darren alison joyce sharon n yijia earlier in the morning.
sharon yijia me zy n darren
alison n me
gotta bend down to fit into the pic haha... ohwells
den its a sad journey ahead haha... leaving all my frenz behind n aaalll alooone...
lonely world
yeah. tts all haha... now i'm juz here with my dad.
it's a men's world, without mom to cook food. Kinda sad right haha...
take care ppl!!!
And to all the tekongereans, have fun out there. u all will be out soon in a year or two. All the Best! XDXDXD
Left his memories on 1:43 PM|
~ It's just a goodnight and not goodbye ~
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
sunlight on your face
haha its 2 am now... juz reached home after taking the last train which terminates at tpy. So i was lost and there wasn't a single soul there. I felt haunted. but lucky got yvonnemeimei to tell me wad to do. If not i will be spooked and creeped to death. haha... so it took me a hell lot of bravery to find a taxi.
meimei: Haha... make sure the driver is not ghost! :X
meimei: and its a long long way home......... Woo!!!
See how evil my meimei is? yah. trying to scare me.
Anyway, juz now we went to play pool, billiard and dota with jiahao, owyang, bryan, kenneth n mervyn. caught a late show oso after that '300'. Haha...its seriously thrilling to see 300 spartans battling 2357124 persians. can see heads boncing n rolling, body parts flying arnd, blood doing a musical fountain etc etc.
Ok shall blog abt the sentosa outings.
Sunday
Went sentosa with class haha... many turned up yay
wm ws wy rara yaya rara nian ying fel vril jas n me (12 ppl)
not bad !
while waiting for slowpokes to come back from 7eleven, we took some pics haha...
wm n me :D
nian n wy
sadako n vril deep in thought
me n ying
yup went to play captain's ball haha... den went for luge & skyride cuz nian persistently insisted. If not she gets cranky den we gone.
yaya vril n me at the skyride
oh and i got slapped by the monorail. I poked my head out in curiosity, and the door slapped me. Den after that the whole train was laughing at me T.T
passengers: *points at me*
passengers: idiot D:
haha felt like finding a hole and bury my head inside.
fel oso haha... riding the luge and her board got stuck along the grass patch at the side. den a boy drove past, points at fel and HAHA loudly...
SO EVIL LAH!!!
but...
I LIKE IT!
*evil grin* >:D
n nian is teaching chem in aj. haha... n she pdg tutor oso!
so proud of her :D
no musical fountain i am so sad. it was under renovation. And we were too tired to go dragon trail or watch bird show lol.
Den we went vivo for dinner and yaya was complaining abt how noob her bargaining skills are and how wm pwnz at it. haha...
Saturday
went sentosa wif my colleagus.
zhiyan, darren, alison, yijia, hf n bf alan, justin, js, eileen, hg n wilson (12 ppl)
I came later becoz i need go suntec meet professor from uk lol. Den wen i arrive in sentosa my phone batt went flat. ppl there so stingy dowan to lend me phone. So i spent the next 2 hrs looking arnd blindly for them lor. So i got a tan yay!
scandalous D:
alison naughty took my pic while i changing. lucky owyang block
tt's me hiding behind owyang
got another one owyang moved away, but for the sake of maintaining PG rating of this innocent blog. yah i shall not post it hmph!
we played captain's ball from 3 to 7 haha... damn fun!
getting a tan rox. I shall tan myself more lol.
at night, at the beach...
by the seaside
haha... enjoying the tides and sunset. so peaceful! so lang man haha...
den went bk vivo for dinner. Along the way, alison got jealous of hong gay's crumpler bag so they decided to do a switch.
she commented his bag suits her alot...
but we commented her bag suits him more...
hong gay shy
hong gay decided to pose finally
he looks like wm isn't he haha...
Yah 2 days in sentosa really make me tanned and burn fats. so shall come there more often mwahahaha...
Anyway i shall be going back indonesia soon becoz i found something to do there haha... yay!
probably next month. In the meantime, i shall enjoy life weee!!!
love this song haha... its titled Shine by Take That.
Left his memories on 2:14 AM|
had a damn fulfilling weekend haha... damn happy!!! :D its gonna be a long post ahead cuz there's juz too many things to blog abt.
And it will take a long time becoz i hurt my palm on sat night. Was walking down this slope outside my house with a lot of stuff. Den i fell and slide my palm down the asphalt road and instant byebye! Spent the whole night trying to stop the bleeding. Large patch of skin gone T.T
Anyway, a man's not gonna complain abt such a small thing :D
First thing first, i quit my job haha... along with zhiyan sharon yijia n eileen. Hweifung, alison joyce and devi quit slightly earlier. Aiyah we were planning to mass quit together actually so more fun. I dun care if the company is understaffed and went downslide and den dao bi. The boss can juz suck thumb and cry for all i care. But my managers paul and jessie were such darlings haha...
Paul massaged me and asked me to stay at least until may... den i 'ohwell' him :D evil me.
Jessie is sweet haha... she played games with us, talked to us abt her life, taught us how to make money and congratulate our 'retirement' to look for greener pastures :D
Its hard to leave such wonderful ppl but yah... time to move on! Have alot of stuff to do b4 i look for another job. Tilll then, ENJOY LIFE!!! XDXD haha...
last day of work, cam-whoring with my colleagues outside the workplace...
alison sharon yijia justin me n eileeen (left to right)
darren n me
getting reeaddy
eat this, boss! XDXD
momentary happiness! >:D
me n hong gay
haha.... hong gay = hong gan + gay
ooops
Den we walked all the way to suntec for our company dinner!
Along the way....
me n yijia
me n wilson
And finally ate at swensen. Ate for arnd 2 hrs haaha n had fun!
yup... planned to take a walk to riveside and eat supper at lau pa sat but ppl get too tired so haha... ditched the idea T.T
innocent bimbos nian ying fel decided to be sinful on impulse and called me to go ministry of sound with them haha... so they decided to meet at arnd 1130.
haha muz thnx sharon for lending me comics to kill time during the 2 hrs wait. If not i die of boredom.
Yeah! met with fel and wy at 1130 to mentally prepare ourself at starbucks for the impending doom we are abt to enter.
Den nian and ying came in gowns! omg after they had a company dinner. haha.... so high class.
me n weiyang
ying n fel
Spent alot tt night haha... entrace fee ald $25. Cocktail arnd $15 and taxi fare $6. T.T
But had fun! damnced all the way till 3+
yup... n i had to go sentosa with my colleagues next day! i tot i wun survive lorh... but ohwell i'm still here haha!
shall continue blogging the rest later. Need to nap!
ta...
oh n i changed blog song too. I always hear this song playing in the office n i fell in love with it haha... enjoy!
Left his memories on 2:14 AM|
~ It's just a goodnight and not goodbye ~
Monday, March 12, 2007
happy?
oh well since yaya wants me to do it... no harm doing it haha. And i am pleased with the outcome :D
| You Are Very Happy |
Your life is totally together, and you enjoy every day.
And you don't need a quiz to tell you that!
You know how to find pleasure in the little things...
And even when life isn't so great, you have a good sense of perspective. |
oh welll... i am aint i?
happy is gooode
Left his memories on 8:07 PM|
~ It's just a goodnight and not goodbye ~
Sunday, March 11, 2007
in time for you
colleagues 4ever
me n alison
haha took beautiful pics together with my colleagues. Its the last day for devi joyce and alison i am soo sad. I guess i will be quitting next week too along wif owyang to take care of my admissions stuff...
I have tests to prepare too haha... so gotta go back to mugging days yup!
I made up my mind. yup!
Its been a nice experience working along wif poly students haha... they are super cool ppl but the thing is they smoke T.T
Anyway, when we were ggt home tt time, there is this blind guy who juz grabbed hweifung's arm and asked her to take him to orchard. Okay, since i am the only man there i volunteered to bring him there since its near my hse so nvm. yeah so i brought him all the way to the mrt station, but no exlink card. So i decided to buy one for him.
then he talk abt how his fren abandon him lah, how he need to sell tissues to support family lah and makan. It is talk about life very painful things... so i gave him 5 dollars.
okay den he started to panic becoz he say the ppl there will think i cheat my money but i said nvm. so he left me. I continued following him to help him, but each time he refused, change direction and banged the wall. yah... he was totally avoiding me lorh so i feel damn hurt mah. i tot i did something wrong.
then the control station ppl came over to me. told me that he was a regular nuisance in alot of mrt stations and he might not be blind. He targets only young girls to take him arnd and grab their hands. So hf was in a shock lah. I worse. I felt cheated lorh.
yah. I was so totally gullible. I felt like shit dammit.
ok nvm i shall not be so nice next time heh heh. drew's a changed man after this lesson. I shall be more meane... mwahahaha!
joking.
okay shall be chionging opeh houses tmr again so gonna be busy haha... i am still not sure wad i gonna do. damn sian.
gg nus wif wm and ws haha... exciting! den meet zhar along the way too...
harry potter last installment coming out this july...
Its called Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. haha... cant wait to see how harry will kill voldemort. I think voldemort's cute in the movies lol. shld make him more scary.
gotta try log in to ntu and nus website now so...
ta!
Left his memories on 11:07 PM|
~ It's just a goodnight and not goodbye ~
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
Something About You
by Five For Fighting
I dont know where to begin
I dont know how to get out there to see you
I dont know where to dig in.
I dont know how to get in there to feel you
Its been to long and Im about to be in time for me
Its been to long and Im in time
Baby theres something about you that
I can hold on to
Im going to hold on to that
Baby theres something about you that
I can hold on to
Im going to hold on to that
I never thought I would win
I never thought much about that.
(its been a long time coming)
I never stopped to begin
Thinking about the process.
(its been a long time coming)
Its been to long and Im about to be in time for me
Its been to long and Im in time
Baby theres something about you that
I can hold on to
Im going to hold on to that
Baby theres something about you that
I can hold on to
Im going to hold on to that
I dont know where to begin
I dont know how to get out there to see you
Baby theres something about you that
I can hold on to
Im going to hold on to that
Baby theres something about you that
I can hold on toI’m going to hold on to that
Its been a long time coming
Im going to hold on to that
And Im going to be there
be there alright
~ The End ~
haha nice song! love Five for Fighting. They got lots of nice songs... haha!
Went to watch letters from iwo jima wif darren marcuz yijia and hiromi after work. Its kinda sad to watch ppl fighting and dying for a pointless battle. People getting killed by the honorable dysentry (food poisoning). But their loyalty and spirit for the country is really admirable. A show worth watching! haha...
For those ppl serving ns, dun watch or u'll be aftraid haha...
And what happens if Indo and S'pore happens to fight each other? I dunno where my loyalty will stand haha... Just run loh maybe. I could be killed by indonesians for all i care.
And Singapore so small size... one small bomb and that's it!
But dun worry i am here as an embassador. War wun happen when drew's arnd, i will see to it haha... AS LONG AS I LIVE!!!
I shall put my true man's honor and true man's pride at stake
Saw rara wif his classmates oso haha... the coincidence! loL
sometimes crowded place makes u feel uncomfortable, insecure, esp in toilets. Funny how i held back my tide for since the beginning of the movie. Even as i stood there in between two biig men, nothing happened. I was rather puzzled. It's supposed to pour... to be unstoppable! But nothing! The aura just felt wrong!
Oh well so i went to a cubicle and then i felt the happiness feeling :D
Therefore, ambience and atmosphere is important in everything that you do...
Choose a university that has the best and most suitable environment for u to study so that u will do well haha...
Ok that was meant to be indirect cuz its abit awkward yah?
Aerospace / Mechanical Engineering / Chemical & Biomedical Engineering
Maybe accounting too...
sigh i can't make up my mind.
Left his memories on 8:07 AM|
~ It's just a goodnight and not goodbye ~
Sunday, March 04, 2007
oh joy and love <3 <3
haha damn happy! after nights of suspense, maybe blissful ignorance, i got back my results and I AM NOW DAMN HAPPY haha...
nothing more to ask for. AAAA B3 yup yup!
considering i dropped bio over a weekend, and how my GP nvr passed, plus always kena arrowed by carebear cheng, its a great miracle, thank GOD!!!
generally my class did well, so I am damn happy tooo... yay!
so we went celebrating arnd orchard and dhoby ghaut, feasting and playing pool wif yingnianjasfel. The night's young, the moone bright and the starrs are dancing. Perfect moment of celebration haha...
Yest went esplanade wif xtine, but she left early to accompany her kewl jap fren to see mr merlion's butt. You can only see the front frm the sea, how stupid is tt, only let the cargo ships see...
Haha... so i spent the next 3 hours (alone T.T) looking for scores lol. Photocopied arnd 50 pages. Gonna relearn piano cuz feel that all the hardwork i put in the past has gone to waste. Then went arnd wif izhar to suntec and marina bay, looking for any available movies but dun hav haha...
He was late lah becoz he was saying he went to toilet, then found this yellow long piece of hard shiT, that probably came from foreign land, in the toilet bowl. Tried hard to flush it away but the stupid thing juz keep rolling around in the water. Nvr really got flushed.
He didn wan to next user to think that the shiT belongs to him so he waited until the coast is clear b4 he stealth out of the toilet
In the end, he is late and the thing nvr get flushed. Pathetic toot...
Anyway, after that, went all the way to river valley for a church gathering at zhenhao's place haha... I am now part of the Young Adults, omg the honor! the privilege haha.... i am now a YOUNG ADULT woohoo... Had fun eating dinner and playing games.
Today went to celebrate results with sec shld frenz oso after church. 10 of us haha, play bball and dota, and crap for damn long. haha...
marcuz' story of how jh helped him to avoid this girl was damn funny, laughed until tearing loL !!!
den met up wif xtine to see her off b4 she goes back to msia again lol... WAILS! its gonna be a while b4 i can see her again WAILS!!
changed blog song haha... love this song! used it in the class video.
haha... life's good. Gonna plan to stop my work soon. I think i shld be doing aerospace engineering or mechanical engineering. But which uni i dunno yet haha... See where accept me lorh lol.
Just that its painful leaving singapore and my frenz behind if i go overseas haha...
Hard choices!
now AJ days are really over. kinda sad. at least last time still got results to look forward to for gathering. haha... now nothing left in aj for me.
2 years of our most wonderful moments are over. I mean... it wasnt that long ago that i applied for JC. tried hard to appeal into nj, but landed myself at aj, but i dun regret it AT ALL haha... i was damn happy i didn get into nj, come to think of it.
Anyway, my point is i dunno what is coming for me and i dunno what i am going to do abt it. Just see the path where God will lead me to and i will juz have faith. Hope i will meet more wonderful ppl out there haha...
one thing's for sure: life's beautiful so live it well haha...
Left his memories on 11:07 PM|
~ It's just a goodnight and not goodbye ~
