Wednesday, September 21, 2005
Keeper of My Hopes
I ponned school today.
First time in my life! wtfh! I can't beleieve i actually did it. Never before I skipped school without any valid reason. Even the month of o level period last year I went to school everyday even though the lessons are optional and not compulsory. Rrrgh! But still, it is kinda worth it. Experience. Anyway, my mom can issue out MCs for me anytime. She rockz!
Flipped through the newspaper, and there was the school ranking system in the Home section.
Cat High: Band 1....
omg! We made it....!!! Hak Boon rocks! He lives! Hail Hak Boon....
hmmm.... is that for our year? I remembered he told that our batch will cause the downfall of the school, because our sec3 performance was the worst, but he is wrong...
We are among the 4 schools awarded. Though it is glorifying, but still the top schools, like Chinese High and RI, are not among the list because they are in the IP programme, so it is still unfair.
Searched the list for AJ.... nothing! Any mention of AJ.... NONE! whatisthemeaningofthis!
I watched advent children a lot of times already, more than 5!? It is so cool. But i think only FF players can truly appreciate the show. I love the bahamut fight. The teamwork rocks... And cloud did 5 limit breaks in total, and the new version of omnislash. yay!
Promos are coming, and my preparations are still pathetic...
Have not blogged for some time, and I probably should, for the time being...
My Daily Bread:
Whatever you do, do it heartily,
as to the Lord, and not to men.
~ Colossians 3:23 ~
Left his memories on 9:42 PM|
~ It's just a goodnight and not goodbye ~
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
aDvEnT ChiLdReN
omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omgaaaargh!
"Final FantasyVII : Advent Children" is out. Judging by my unusual font for my title, I am excited to death....
Urgh! After much delay and its release date is finally today. Heard about it from keng wee first, then rumors in the school.
I love the cg, it's very cool, after watching the trailer. And the template for this blog is also from Advent Children. The guy up there ^ is the main character. I would prefer sephiroth, but I can't find a nice template of him.
Still downloading..... *_+
current statistics: % completion 22.7%
aaargh! still a long way to go!
Left his memories on 11:21 PM|
~ It's just a goodnight and not goodbye ~
Friday, September 09, 2005
Vault of Desperation
My friends are falling apart...
I can't do anything. I felt helpless, powerless...
All I could do is to watch at the side. It hurts to see them troubled, yet unable to do anything to help them, no matter how I wish to.
Longing to break free from the vault of desperation...
Friendships, or relationships, are such fragile fragments of our life. I watched hopelessly as they crumble in front of me. Hanging precariously on the edge of our lives, I tried, in vain, to keep them together. Yet, it is not for me to control. It is not a choice for me to take. I do not have the power to prevent them from falling apart. All I can do, is to watch at the side. Consolations are temporal. It does not help at all, yet it is often the best that we can offer to them.
As much as I can help it, I do not wish such harm to befall upon my friends, and probably myself. Maybe I have the power to minimise such occurence, not to let it happen to them.
I cannot let go of my friends. I don't want to watch them suffer, because it hurts. My friends are the bonds that kept my final shred of sanity together.
Be strong my friends. I will always be ready to give you support and help willingly.
God will always make a way, when there seems to be no way.
He works in ways we cannot see.
My daily Bread:
God cares for you,
so turn all your worries over to Him.
~ 1 Peter 5:7 ~
Left his memories on 2:48 PM|
~ It's just a goodnight and not goodbye ~
Thursday, September 01, 2005
Nostalgia
Have been planning for quite a long time for this day. Slept at 4a.m. today just to make teacher's day preparations (for cat high teachers).
See no point in coming to AJ today, other than passing my gift to Clement Ong. I thought the dance was going to be a blast, but it turned out to be a mass-scampering session during assembly. It should have been done in the field, where we can dance easier with more space, but we have to do it in AJ square. Since movements is restricted, we can't dance well. But still, I enjoyed the brief dance session. The dance is nice and i love the rythm of the coutry song.
After the celebration has ended, the cat highs gathered at the porch. We intended to do the Cat High beloved cheer together, but evaluated that it wouldn't be wise to do that in front of the principal's office and the cat-high-hating people. Some even straight away changed into Cat High uniform. The boldness and patriotism.... If I were told before-hand, I would have gladly changed into my uniform to profess my loyalty. But then again, my wisdom tells me it is not a good idea. There's also some girls in SN uniform. I guess having a large population from common school does give us certain pride and boldness.
We arrived at Cat High. The people to greet us first are the security guards. I guess they got overwhelmed by the large influx of alumnis that they gave up taking down names of the visitors, and greeting us with a "welcome back". How nice, but I still prefer the old security guard. He is more friendly.
Journey to the staff room took longer than usual. Probably because we went round to inspect the school once more, especialy the toilets: our pride. Haha... I thought we were kinda early, but the passage to staff room is stagnant with people crwding. My class were already gathered at the bridge by then. So much for being early. But then again, it's already 10+.
Met most of my teachers, but did not meet Ms Chan and Ah Du. Then Priscilla called that she's here. omg! It's quite easy to spot her, since her outfit is rather...umm... distinct.
My AJ cat highs wif Ms Tan, our beloved maths teacher....
My class played baskeballll, and then soccerrr. Then, we ate together at PS and played pool at Paradigm (it's a place. haha....). By then, it's down to only 7 of us.
There's a restaurant nearby. It's location is rather weird for a restaurant, since the area is quite concealed and out-of-place, people would not even notice it's presence. Naturally, there's only 2 tables occupied. One by a horny couple holding hands as they eat =.= The other table is a guy wearing sleeveless coat, with the hair tied back. I would think that he is an ordinary bloke deprived of better place to eat, until justin pointed out to me:
"Isn't he Alex Toh, the guy who sang tuo diao?"
omg... it's really him! after a closer look... but I am not a fan of him anyway. We wanted to take a picture with him, but thought it wouldn't be nice. He came to Singapore to film for a local drama.
Then, another time when I went to the toilet, I passed by a girl dressed like a slut. Then, as we got closer, jap said:
"Isn't that le yao?"
I was shocked again. Obviously I suck at recognising people. Wanted to go over to her to take a closer look, but scared she misunderstand that I'm a perv...
Guess it became rather late, and my mum keeps calling me to go home. So, I left early. Shit! Want to spend more time with my friends, such a rare chance for us to get together like this. But maybe I should be satisfied, as long as I have a good time together.
Maybe I should cherish my current class more. If I graduate 2 years later and then start longing for their company, realising how much it sucked without them, maybe it will be too late. I love my class and the people in AJ.
Left his memories on 4:14 PM|
~ It's just a goodnight and not goodbye ~
