Wednesday, April 23, 2008
emo entry
As much as how smooth your life can be, there will be times when things might not go as you desire them to be. It is during this damned moments when the going gets tough, that it makes you feel like the whole world is going against you.
This feeling really sucks! I sat in one corner, and i lock myself up. I chose to hide away from friends and families. All i want is to be left alone!
Time felt like a complete standstill. The world seems like it's becoming smaller and smaller, the four walls around me constricting my feeble being. The air around became heavy and suffocating, each breath felt like an eternity.
I clenched my fist so hard my knuckles turned ghastly white. My teeth reverberated through each other as i gritted my jaws with tremendous force. I flung my head to one side, tears still cascading down recalcitrantly even after much attempts to stifle it. Hope and relief came sporadically, and even then its not helping much to alleviate the pain i am feeling.
The pain inside is killing me, tormenting my soul and churning it away into the abysmal darkness.
Oh! the sorrow and the pain! What have i done to deserve this?
All my past memories started to trickle through my mind, piece by piece. And all of a sudden, they were just drowned by the overwhelming gush of all my painful experiences.
I started to question my existence in this world. why was i even born? why do i have to go through this pain? Oh please! just take me away so that i can escape all these pain.
O Constipation, how cruel art thou to make me suffer through such intense hell.
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hahaha... all this much emoness, just because of one constipation.
Must eat more salad! hahaha...
read the emo entry again, this time with constipation in mind as the context hahaha...
i wont be blogging for awhile until my exams next week! even though it will end up being self-marked and doesnt count into anything, i still feel the pressure to study hahaha...
okay all the people back in singapore (and US and Canada), please ganbatte too! haha...
oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NIAN and PRIS!!!
and BELATED BDAY TO VRILL!!!
luv ya guys!
Left his memories on 7:24 PM|
~ It's just a goodnight and not goodbye ~
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