As much as how smooth your life can be, there will be times when things might not go as you desire them to be. It is during this damned moments when the going gets tough, that it makes you feel like the whole world is going against you.
This feeling really sucks! I sat in one corner, and i lock myself up. I chose to hide away from friends and families. All i want is to be left alone!
Time felt like a complete standstill. The world seems like it's becoming smaller and smaller, the four walls around me constricting my feeble being. The air around became heavy and suffocating, each breath felt like an eternity.
I clenched my fist so hard my knuckles turned ghastly white. My teeth reverberated through each other as i gritted my jaws with tremendous force. I flung my head to one side, tears still cascading down recalcitrantly even after much attempts to stifle it. Hope and relief came sporadically, and even then its not helping much to alleviate the pain i am feeling.
The pain inside is killing me, tormenting my soul and churning it away into the abysmal darkness.
Oh! the sorrow and the pain! What have i done to deserve this?
All my past memories started to trickle through my mind, piece by piece. And all of a sudden, they were just drowned by the overwhelming gush of all my painful experiences.
I started to question my existence in this world. why was i even born? why do i have to go through this pain? Oh please! just take me away so that i can escape all these pain.
O Constipation, how cruel art thou to make me suffer through such intense hell.
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hahaha... all this much emoness, just because of one constipation.
Must eat more salad! hahaha...
read the emo entry again, this time with constipation in mind as the context hahaha...
i wont be blogging for awhile until my exams next week! even though it will end up being self-marked and doesnt count into anything, i still feel the pressure to study hahaha...
okay all the people back in singapore (and US and Canada), please ganbatte too! haha...
oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NIAN and PRIS!!!
and BELATED BDAY TO VRILL!!!
luv ya guys!
ok as the title of the post suggest, last week was the time when Drew goes Domestic! hahaha...
weekends here are AWESOME!!! never fails to be filled with lots of fun. Friday was especially crazy. On one of the lecture, the lecturer didnt come at all! so some group of crazy aussies went out to the front to do some crazy stuff. Then one of them plugged on an MP3 into the PA system and blasted the music. They turned off the light and some people started dancing. Then one of them took the OHP and he clicked it on and off to create the lighting effect. haha...
seriously the whole lecture hall was in a havoc. The lecturer only came in half an hour later, and he was like "the rest of you keep silent, while i try to figure out what i will be lecturing today"
really sia... he said he wasnt informed tt he will be lecturing, so this shows the lack of planning the uni does. But still, he can lecture impromptu quite well.
okay then ultraspecialawesome PO-PAY-YAH (popiah) PARTY with my bible study group!!! hahaha... we did the grocery shopping before sunset and then went to Yvonne's place for the cooking session.
tts us
the Glorified Peanut Pounders
after all, whats a popiah without its crushed peanuts???
Graterz United!
"Grate, grate, grate... makes the world go round!!!"
DD at work
and the peeps at the kitchen
the boyz
haha this is really hilarious...
preparing the ingredients
having fun making our food
and our final product XDXD!!!
satisfied people and their happy tummies
Group photo...
den medicine socity happens to have an event at the same time called Relay for Life. We are supposed to walk round and round and round the village green from 4pm tt day to 10am next morning. haha... full 18 hours but split up into groups.
ohwells missed it. but I came awhile after the popiah party to give support and show my face up and then zhao home to slp, so they wun think i pon haha...
the village green...
ppl relaying
something i found amusing haha... "Ye Olde Wishing Well"
there's $ inside btw
me and anthony
yup! then saturday had an intensive mugging session w my peeps again from morning to dinner time, then went beat's hse for MOVIE MARATHON! hahaha...
took us a long time to find a way to play the movie on the TV, since there is no dvd player around, so i have to offer my laptop!
the setup!
and the dvds we have (gasp)
haha she really has ALOT of movies, and i think they are left behind by the previous tenants haha...
in the end we watched: She's the Man (love this show its soooo brainlessly funny!); Fun with Dick and Jane (Jim Carrey but the show's spastic) and High School Musical (my all time favourite XDXD)
yup haha was really deep into the show that we forgot the time and it got really late and dangerous to walk back home. So we have to stay overnight haha... but brother jordan decided to walk back home alone wearing his cap and hoody to create the badass image so tt no one dares rob him. LoL.
Then today after church, we went to boon's house for his suprise bday party haha... it was really funny. We got him to come out of his house and plan to pounce out towards him behind the bushes, while some ppl inside the car will turn on their headlights as he walk along the pavement. It would have been a nice plan, except that he got to the wrong side of the road... =.= haha...
the fangals
the fanboys
and all of us
on a side note, medicine has been really enjoyable haha... we had lots of interesting practical session. One time for lecture we had a guy suffering from spinocerebellar ataxia (that disease from 1 litre of tears) to give us a talk on his life experience as part of our scenario-based learning. He came in on a wheelchair and the whole lecture hall turned silent. Basicaly he can only move his head and some of his fingers.
okay thats enuff for now haha... shall blog more soon.
toodles
Hey guys! drew reporting back haha...
Life's been good. no troubles, which is really suprising cuz i expected lots to come. Loving every single moment here with the awesomeness groups of people that i really adore.
Anyway just a thought. Some ppl ask me why i blog so much when i am doing med. haha... oh wells. Been mugging sunrise to sunset and back again, and since blogging has a cathartic effect in my busy life, so i will not give it up hey!
okay enough reminiscing, and more pics of my past week haha...
Thursday. NO LESSONS!!! this is one of the few days where my thursday timetable is unblemished, ie. totally white without a speck of black ie. empty!
so those who shared the same fate as me decided to go somewhere to celebrate the rare occassion. And since coogee is like, 15 min W@lK down from campus, and so there we go!
down the path to coogee beach
me happily climbing up the structure with much agility
until i found out what it really was
(memorial for bali bombing victims... ooops!)
guilt-ridden, we climbed further up the cliff
the waves crashing down the ruins
me reaching out for the waves
the sun: *shines*
Drew's Victory Pose 1
the hunky man and funky woman
reversal of roles
christie: *dunno where to look*
christie: *abducted*
sunglasses, bag and slippers: *remains*
xtie n oioi
and den we climbed further up the cliff, literally!!!
drew's victory pose 2
*stuck*
a pic of me taking pics haha...
humpty dumpties sat on the wall
humpty dumpties waiting for the great fall
beautiful sunset. sky's shades of purple and pink! *hearts*
coming out of the ancient ruins
journey home, satisfied and happy!
then friday, last day of the week hahaa... but we muggers decided to mug our lives away and so we come to beat2's hse to mug before our bible studies at night
the ultraspecialawesome study group
wahlao my position so awkward! but its all for my brother to put his hands on my shoulder so i have to purposely lower it down. If not brother will be T__T
and after bible study, some of the church ppl celebrated dan's bday hahaha... we gave him a suprise at Jack's house (Jack's Place? haha...)
pointing at birthday boy
making funny faces
den saturday we went beat2's house again to MUG! but haha... after 1 hour of intensive we decided to do stupid things with her videocam and awesome photobooth
seeing illusions??
when five becomes one...
in heaven already...
omg! waterfall D=
spastic people trying to drink from it
my turn!
retro moments
emo moment
yet another emo moment
and then we became highly amused by the 'mirror' effect
and did alot of questionable things
everyone has their own versions, but haha... shall not post it here la
D=
horseface
divacious divacities
and end off with family shots =D
haha those were our spehshial moments filled with joy and laughter hahaha... really enjoying my life here XDXD
hope all you singaporean peeps are having fun too... even though exams are just around the corner. jia you guys! ganbatte, mina! slamat berjuang!
ohz, before that, clarify some of the points karen spammed my tagboard with
#1 aktins' diet is a diet they dun eat carbs at all la. to slim down
OH wells... good for them
#2 sorry i in the sun wun even sunburn let alone being tan. tried and tested.
haha... why wan so tan for wad? liddat nice already wad
#3 i dun understand photoshop coz i duno how to use la!
learn lohz
#4 one starbucks chocolate caramel is a whopping 1230calories.men only need 2500 a day
r u sure?
#5 cindy isnt even cute she is a wailing *****ing fake horse.if u watch malaysian dreamgirl
hahaha... Malaysian dreamhorse
#6 apparatly u nv listen to eason and joey b4
oh wells...
#7 mayonnaise is not the yellow condiment u use on ur hotdogs. thats mustard T__T
(speechless... i suck!)
#8 and hollywood horror films sacre no sh1t out of me LOL
why am i the one getting scared. next time i hide behind u lohz
#9 u are not exactly answerg my #5
tights so tight and we have big drumsticks
#10 ur #33 chinese hanyu pin yin really sux leh
i'm trying to put in the china accent
.... SCREW IT!!! karen i'm lazy to reply to the tags one by one hahaha...
to kchan: WHEEE!!! XTINE IS HERE!!! XDXD my caps-lock spamming partner
to vril: i cant really come back this midyear ToT yeah miss ya too like a mouse miss its grain (lao shu ai da mi)
to fel: lalalalalalala *cough*auntie*coughcough*
