Sunday, April 02, 2006
speechless
I was really feeling down last week. to those who are worried for me, thank you all.
I am blessed with such a sweet class. It made me realise how much 14 means to me. haha....
I am not sure myself what happened exactly. I just have no confindence to talk to people. Scared that i might offend people or do anything wrong. Cuz i just realise sometimes I might get too carried away and hurt people.
Then there's bio. I am not sure what to do with it. I dun really like the subject v much, but there's a lot of future in it. There's a lot of areas for discoveries and development, unlike physics and chemeistry. And I have taken it for 3 years already. The syallbus is finishing soon, and it will be stupid for me to drop. But then again, if i dun drop bio my other subjects will suffer. I want to do well in the other subjects and get into NUS aerospace. But then again and again, if i dun do well for the other subjects then maybe i can still have bio to rely on. And I might consider bioengineering as 2nd choice course in uni. I am so confused.
I guess I am irritating some people already. It seems that i cannot do anything correctly and I feel that i am v irresponsible, I dunno how many teachers have bad impression on me, or how many people actually hate me.
hmmm.... enough said. Dun want to put too many megative things. I&E day was fun haha.... hafs lots of fun with the class. Enjoyed our times together playing games, and acting! haha... i luv the acts. It's too cute. My class is sweet haha.
Left his memories on 9:39 PM|
~ It's just a goodnight and not goodbye ~
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