Monday, November 07, 2005
Libris Veritatus
Here I am, in Justin’s house blogging together separately. I decided to stay over at his house to help me with my OP and I&R. Hmm… after a long year of work and stress, I guess I need a vacation here.
My OP in 2 days time omg… I guess I should be well prepared enough, since my group has practiced about 8 times.
I met Justin somewhere and ate lunch with him and his NY classmates. They were a bunch of fun-loving and friendly people. It is always nice to have an outgoing class, which I can get around with comfortably. They were so united, and cliques are non-existent. They can get along with one another well. They even invited me to their birthday party, how sweet!
But I think I should not be too quixotic. My class is also lovely and fun, but I feel that something is amiss. Some people are still left out, and cliques are common in AJ. Sharing jokes with others also might become awkward. But still, we can get along very well…
I love my class….
I feel that blogging has become rather useless. Reciting my life for others to read is kind of dumb. I think I might blog less nowadays. But still, the cathartic effect of blogging is the only medium for me to resolve my emotions, so I guess blogging is still important for me.
Even so, our perceptions of life is subjective to every person. Even if I blog down my perceptions or feelings, it is still not going to change anything. Everyone of us leads our lives differently, so that makes blogging about my feelings practically useless. The truth is often too much for us to bear.
It is sad that everything we do usually do not go according to what we always want. It will often fall apart and collapse again and again at the last moments.
Some of us are happy the way they are, the way they live.
Some of us cannot accept the truth and continue to live in denials
The sad truth is that the truth is sad...
Blogging randomly again. I guess I have lost my inspirations to blog. My entries are getting more dull and boring.
Let's see how long it can last before it will fall apart again.
Left his memories on 11:04 PM|
~ It's just a goodnight and not goodbye ~
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