Saturday, October 29, 2005
shadowed past
I guess I have been overly anxious these past few days, but nvm that. Days in school have become boring and lectures are meaningless. But at least I have my class to play with, so it gets kinda meaningful.
?b? got worked up for me not telling her I have competition. wtfh. I didn't mean to skip her lesson, at least I have a valid reason, and the class told her already. It is not my fault that she hates science, or boys, or particularly cat high boys. My essays have been showed twice, and both when I was not around. So that basically means that she is not pointing out my mistakes to me, but to express her hatred. In lessons she has been excessively repeating the "we stupid she smart" confessions, and digressed so much from the lessons that we learnt pratically nothing. Sometimes, I think she should just stfu.
ok it is bad for me to slander in blogs, but she has done the same to me in her class, so nvm...
Anyway, the competition did not go well. Many questions left unanswered despite finishing the questions 2 hours early. By the end of the 4 hours, less than half the number of candidates stayed through. Out of the 8 questions given, i am only confident with 3.
another dissapointment is that I couldn't drop bio ;_;
My form teacher wouldn't sign my form. I guess she saw the potential in me, which is non-existent. It is not that I dun like CO, I just want to conentrate on my other subjects. But still, ms chen is rather convincing and encouraging. I thought bio is unimportant, and she proved me wrong. Many people are fighting to near-death over retaining 4 subjects. I guess it is dumb to just drop bio.
~ I feel so lost and I don't know what to do..... ~
It is sad that ms chen will not be teaching us again next year. We have changed our form teachers 3 times this year. I hate farewells. Everytime when just we managed to adapt, to get used to the things around us, it has to be taken away from us again. It is rather painful. I heard Mr Hong will also not be teaching us again next year.
I hope we can fight for it. as a class.
Chinese AO coming and I am quite worried about it.
My Daily Bread:
The Lord is my rock
and my fortress and my deliverer;
my God, my strength,
in whom I will trust.
~ Psalm 18:2 ~
Left his memories on 3:30 AM|
~ It's just a goodnight and not goodbye ~
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