Friday, September 09, 2005
Vault of Desperation
My friends are falling apart...
I can't do anything. I felt helpless, powerless...
All I could do is to watch at the side. It hurts to see them troubled, yet unable to do anything to help them, no matter how I wish to.
Longing to break free from the vault of desperation...
Friendships, or relationships, are such fragile fragments of our life. I watched hopelessly as they crumble in front of me. Hanging precariously on the edge of our lives, I tried, in vain, to keep them together. Yet, it is not for me to control. It is not a choice for me to take. I do not have the power to prevent them from falling apart. All I can do, is to watch at the side. Consolations are temporal. It does not help at all, yet it is often the best that we can offer to them.
As much as I can help it, I do not wish such harm to befall upon my friends, and probably myself. Maybe I have the power to minimise such occurence, not to let it happen to them.
I cannot let go of my friends. I don't want to watch them suffer, because it hurts. My friends are the bonds that kept my final shred of sanity together.
Be strong my friends. I will always be ready to give you support and help willingly.
God will always make a way, when there seems to be no way.
He works in ways we cannot see.
My daily Bread:
God cares for you,
so turn all your worries over to Him.
~ 1 Peter 5:7 ~
Left his memories on 2:48 PM|
~ It's just a goodnight and not goodbye ~
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