Saturday, June 11, 2005
Time Does Not Heal
As time goes by, I stumble deeper into the darkness.
What should I do?
I don't understand the pattern of my life.The dark mirror in my life is manipulating my emotions, my descent to madness.
I had been through this once, when I am in sec 3, lost, drowned in grief, despair and guilt. But it was different then. At that moment, time does heal.
I had friends then. If it hadn't been for them, I wouldn't have had the faith to take the risk to be what I am now...They helped transform my nightmares back into dreams. They helped me find once more the capacity to hope, and take from that hope, joy.
If this jorney's taught anything, it's that there are no easy-outs. Before we're through, we all must face all our inner demons.
Now, I have no one else to turn to. No one I dare trust.
Mind games. that's all these are.
I am tired. I have no more strength. The path of my life is piled high with sorrow. Some things aren't allowed to change.
Haven't you ever felt like you were in the grip of forces far greater than yourself? Unable to break free. The consequence of succumbing to it is unimaginable.
Don't leave me alone....
Left his memories on 10:26 AM|
~ It's just a goodnight and not goodbye ~
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