Tuesday, March 01, 2005
Dissapointed Jubilation
Just got back my 'O' level results. Should I rejoice cuz I got a single digit, or should I mourn cuz I miss by 1 point to enter NJ. I am having a mixed feeling. *sigh* Seing my friends were so elated with their results, getting mostly 7/8 points, I felt rather dissapointed of myself. I was satisfied w my english maths and sciences ( how the hell did I get A1 for Bio. I tot I totally screwed it ) For my humanities, I felt I could do better. And my greatest regret was to retake chinese. I still got a B3 anyway. *sigh*
The feeling of going back to Catholic High and meeting my friends, getting together again, is so heart warming. Aaaah..... old times... being young again..... I wish those times could come back, or at least preserved. Everyone has changed a lot. I even could not recognise some ppl, because of their x-treme makeover. I met my teachers. My sciences and maths teachers congratulated me for my results, but my geog teacher wasn't too happy with my combined humanity. *sigh* I let her down again.
I really miss Catholic High. I miss hak boon and the teachers. ( I dun miss my form teacher ). It is sad to see some of my teacher leaving Catholic High. My English teacher has retired and never see him again since last year. I will miss a lot of ppl. I miss my juniors.
ARGGGH! Nvm. Dun wanna talk about it. It makes my heart pain.
Not really much of a class outing after that, cuz we were soon separated, moving off with their own groups. I went to Yishun C.C. to play bowling with Ow Yang, Jia Hao and Kenneth Foo. Haha. So long never have so much fun. Wasn't easy cuz it is my only my second time playing bowling. My first time was when I was P5. That time I played with bars to prevent my ball from going to the longkang. Haha. Once, my ball bounced off the bars so many times, zig-zagged through the lanes and got a strike. Now, I think I have improved a lot. Haha....
My grandparents treated me to Tony Roma's for dinner to celebrate my results. haha. Wow!!! Ordered 3 plates of baby back's ribs. I have a full plate of ribs for myself. haha....
Went back home and I got flooded with calls, sms and MSN, claiming that they were concerned with my results. yeah right, I think they are just comparing with me who did better. My tuition teachers called me and congratulated me. Even my long-lost English teacher called me. Haha. At first she use a consolating tone, but she screamed when I told her my result. It feels great to know that so many ppl are concerned for me. But it feels greater to see that I have finally made them proud.
At the end of the day, I feel very confused. With my point, I can only stay in AJ. I wish to go to NJ. But I dun feel like leaving my frenz behind in AJ. But then again, I think most of my frenz in AJ are leaving to better JC. So.....ARRGHH!!!
Message to 13/05 : Class outing this Thursday. Will be going to town. Meet @ Somerset MRT at11.30 if you are eating lunch with us. If not, come at any time you want. We will be watching movie, play pool and bowling, and then eat dinner together. So, c ya there ppl!!!
My Daily Bread:
Therefore, since we have been justified through faith,
we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ,
through whom we have gained access by faith
into this grace in which we now stand.
And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God.
Romans 5:1-2
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~ It's just a goodnight and not goodbye ~
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